Does anyone have that really odd feeling when you’re alone in your bedroom laying down listening to sad ass music and you just realized how bored you are with life and you want to go on adventures and live and feel free but you just want to fucking die because you don’t see a point anymore and it’s not like you’re sobbing and you’re extremely sad, it’s more of a numb feeling and you simply just want to die idk that’s how I feel these days and yeah
I shouldn’t be getting so stressed over work that I am holding back tears. My friends shouldn’t want to get wasted to just forget about it all for a few hours. I shouldn’t crave cigarettes as a distraction.
No fucking wonder we’re all fucked. Our education system did this.